wait

the path is narrowing. dreams are fading. hopes are gone. faith is lost. nothing left to do but wait.

2008/9

another year gone by. my last year of school has come and gone. 12 years of my life wasted. i have no real direction i have a few idea's of what i want to do this year but there only idea's at the moment. Christmas was pretty chillen. finally got an xbox pretty stoked about that. new years was a pretty big let down, nothing but kiwi fights and stupid girls. well im over posting already so goodbye 2008 hello 2009 and the real world.

guam.

fairytales

"this life could be the death of us
hung from the bible belt
all good cops get into heaven
but all my friends go straight to hell
these days are spent trading in cheap, white lies
I'll paint them black and call it a night

I tried but the light was never enough
this life could be the death of us

the civil lies, so civilized
they sell the slaves their cells
"give us this day, our daily spell:
all is well that ends, oh well"
destroy what destroys you, despair of despair
I pledge allegence to Nowhere

I swear to a god that I don't believe in
fuck forgiveness, I'm going to get even
I wasn't born to die between 9 and 5
I swear to a god that I don't believe in
fuck forgiveness, I'm going to get even:

for every day I woke up dead
for highways clogged with cattle fat
for the kids who slept through middle-class
with american dreams they'll never have

I tried but the light was never enough
this life could be the death of us
but I deny a life that will never be mine
kill the cop inside your mind and burn it fucking down"

last lights.

............

im possibly in the worst mood today. well this afternoon. just feeling like absolute shit. i want some human contact but it's to late at night. as lame as it sounds im actually feeling real lonely at the moment. and i have no idea how or why i feel like this.

you

your turning into something you once hated. and i hope you read this and realise that what your doing is gradually pushing me away.



currently listning to : Last Lights



www.myspace.com/lastlights

Learners

5 attemps and $150 later i finally got my learners 2 years after i could of. and i still dont wanna drive.

Day 4

Well today was so rediuclously hot, the heat woke me up at 5am. Today i pretty much did shit all. i got up at about 5 went for a swim in the pool. went back to bed and watched soccer on tv. Got up again around 11-12. Watched my new TV which is fucking unbelievable.



Matt came over and i finnally found my blink 182 cd collection hidden in behind the cd rack. I put on mark tom and travis show and went in the pool with matt. It was about 1 when we got out. We drove to matts which is about 500 metres from my house. Then we watched Dexter for a few hours then came home. That pretty much wraps up my day. pretty boring. i gotta get up early tomorow so im going to bed. goodnight. peace

Christmas #2

anyone with a spare 20 wanna buy me this for christmas?

heres were you get it from
http://www.districtlines.com/11453-Assorted-Music-CD-and-Shirt-Package-T-Shirt/Eulogy